My New Song SCROLLING Came From a Pretty Blunt Reality.
After being single for more than five years, and living somewhere it’s not easy to meet new people, the only real place to connect with anyone is online. And honestly… most of the time it feels wrong. Modern dating apps feel engineered. Curated profiles. Photos that don’t look like real life. Endless swiping. Conversations that […]
Learning to Count Small Wins Without Lying to Myself
For a long time, I didn’t trust small signs of progress. Not because they weren’t real, but because they felt out of proportion to the work. When you’ve put years into something, a single comment or a slight uptick can feel almost insulting. Like being asked to clap for crumbs. GHOST2·0 landed differently. Not dramatically. […]
What it’s like releasing music to a tiny audience for three years
For three years I’ve been releasing music to a tiny audience. Not “blowing up.”Not “algorithmically blessed.”Not “about to break through.” Just small, scattered signs of life. A handful of listeners who keep coming back.Some solid radio support.A modest social following. Enough to know the music isn’t nothing — but nowhere near enough to feel momentum. […]
Where I Draw the Line With AI in My Music
I’ve been thinking a lot about where AI fits into my creative process — and where it doesn’t. The conversation around AI in music is messy, and as an independent artist I’ve had to figure out what feels authentic for me. So here’s the honest truth, I have experimented with AI visuals in the past. […]
Scrolling For Love — Where the Song Was Born
Scrolling for Love came out of a pretty blunt reality: after being single for more than five years and living in a place where I rarely cross paths with other gay men, the only place to meet people is online. And honestly? It feels wrong most of the time. Everything about modern dating apps feels […]
Announcement: GHOST2·0 – Pre-Save Now Live
GHOST2·0 is officially on the way. This new version is bigger, cleaner, and more cinematic — the sound I always wanted this track to have. It’s fully re-produced from the ground up and hits a lot harder than the original. The pre-save is now live, and it genuinely helps more than anything. If you’ve been […]
Chosen, Rejected, Returned: My Thirty-Year Journey Back to My Voice
When I was sixteen, I stepped into the music world believing I was ready for it. I wasn’t. I wanted the dream so badly that I didn’t see how exposed I really was. That age is all hunger and imagination. You think you’re invincible because nothing bad has happened yet. You think a yes will […]
Yearning, Craving, and Getting Real
Over the past few days I’ve been watching a creator called ContraPoints on YouTube, and it’s genuinely been a game-changer for me. Her videos are long, philosophical deep dives into culture, psychology, identity, art, and the way we make sense of the world. It was exactly what I needed after feeling bored with mindless streaming. […]
Reimagining Ghost: New Artwork Inspiration!
When I started shaping the artwork for Ghost 2.0, I kept circling back to one of my favourite covers – Mark Ronson and Amy Winehouse’s Valerie. There’s something timeless about it: the torn paper edges, that mix of colour and shadow, the raw soul of Amy’s voice spilling through production that feels both retro and […]
Behind the Song: GHOST2·0
When I wrote Ghost, it came from a place of feeling invisible in relationships, like I’d slowly disappear just to keep the peace. Times when I was scared to say what I really felt because honesty might push someone away. It’s that quiet prison where your sensitivity feels like something to hide. I’ve often found […]